[picture] Couple On-Fire

A & I [1]

A & I [1]

Every moment I spent with him is something that I treasure the most. And I can’t get enough. Never will. (rez)

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[story] R.I.P to what so called a Democratic Country

My first post after some period of time that feels like forever. its about politics. it’s not that I am one of the fans, it’s just there is something that tickling my belly lately. I am getting mad, upset, because of this whole drama they’ve played, and once again, even if I am not really into politic, I will tell you how sorry I am to see that the voices of Indonesian has been raped by our own ‘government’, or that’s how I used to call them.

It all began when their candidate for president seat was lose in the election and even after they took the proposal of re-election to the constitution, the proposal was rejected. when the rejection was announced back then, they swore to the public, they’ll make a move to show the upcoming President that their coalition got the power to  control the Parliament. and they mean that. after a while, their coalition propose to the parliament to stop the direct election of mayor in all of the city in Indonesia, and held a indirect-election instead. The citizen of Indonesia no longer needed in choosing their mayor. it will be done by the local government instead.

it’s obvious that most of the citizen reject it (I wonder if there is anyone who support this proposal) but they just like covering their eyes and ears and just go with all that they want to. What this country for them?? a playground for kids?? it’s an awfully childish act who whining because they lose the game. why can’t they just think about the positive side, being a gentlemen and work for the country instead of being busy kicking each other asses and put the whole country’s life in line just for their useless anger.

And since their proposal was approved by the parliament, we can do nothing but to speak up. the Indonesian should gather all together and tell them to change the decision. it’s time for them to hear the citizen’s ideas not just stuck on their own selfish ideas to protect their own seat and political party. they should remember that they meant to protect and represent the whole citizens of Indonesia, not only for their own party. They should keep that in mind.

So, let me state the final words. I’ll say Rest In Peace Indonesian Voices, Rest In Peace to what so called democratic country (that has been cost the souls of  students back then when they fought for democratic country) at the very end they died in vain. and before the put an end to this nonsense, and childish act we will [again] entering the dark ages of our fake democratic system. and transactional seat of mayor and corruption will be as easy as breathing the air…

Best Partner, ever.

The conversation we always have every time we’re going out.

I : Kak, do I have to take a bath before we go out??? I don’t feel like it….
A : no, you don’t need to. you never like it anyway.
I : you too. we are just the same…
A & I : hahahahahaaaaaaaaa

*partner… (we know each other soooooooo well)

[story] idling

Been idling for quite a while now. Days move so fast and I couldn’t keep up. I still amazed by all the things that happened lately. February and March were a combo Bless from God. Because I was Married on 28th of February. hahahaaaa…… such a wonderful moment and I can’t tell you how happy I was(am) to be the wife of that wonderful man who always around for the last decade-almost hehe. So, the thing is I’ve been missed all of the Post that I should make to mark the special event in my life, my wedding day is one of them, and my birthday. But, Honestly. Every things came in a row (wedding preparation, move in to a new-rent-house, office things and lots of projects) and still coming for the following month. Continue reading

[story] Political Party gone mad??

It’s not that I list myself as a person who concern about political party that I never did before, neither I want to join into one. Any Political things (for me) sounds so dirty, sneaky, and full of lies. I believe that political party is a collection of peoples who thirst of fame, wealth and power to control what’s beneath them (support any party they belongs to and kill the others), gathering together to oppress civilians, take their money and they don’t give a damn about their life. they didn’t even care,  is the civilians well educated??? or life healthy??? do they have something to eat??? do they have home to come???

I used to be someone who ignore anything related to political things, to put it straight, I didn’t even use my election right in any ( for me Any means all, whole, everything ) election event held in my neighborhood. I just had enough with their bullshit, and I don’t wanna be fooled by them and break my own heart if they disappointing me.

But, that kind of ‘bad’ political things lately gone mad. soooo mad, to the point of it’s not just unhealthy and -ironically- crazy and stupid it’s a lot more critical to get rid of them all… hahahahahaa (extreme). I used to see how they took money that should be given to the civilians. lots of lack-of-nutrition-baby and kids. hundreds of children out there have to give up their dreams of high education because they didn’t have money to pay. and I used to see that they keep doing ridiculous things like having an affair with women, sleep during parliamentary session, were fighting Continue reading

[story] Family and Friends

Friendship marks a life even more deeply than love. Love risks degenerating into obsession, friendship is never anything but sharing. -Elie Wiesel

A friend is someone who knows all about you and still loves you. -Elbert Hubbard

The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, not the kindly smile, nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when you discover that someone else believes in you and is willing to trust you with a friendship. – Ralph Waldo Emerson

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Welcome The new Resident

My room have a new resident. a cute little panda with red lips. it is a ‘He’ (I don’t care even he has a red lip). I was having a hard time deciding it’s gender. is it a male or female, but I decided, it’s a ‘He’. And his name is Bento. I did come up with the name of ‘gau’ (g like in good) like how Vietnamese call bears. But then, I think he resemble my friend, so….. a name happen.. hahahahhaaaa…. bentooo, sit down. bentoooo don’t step on my computer. bentooooo lay down. Bento, don’t goofing around 😀

My Friend will be happy…. hahhahahaaaa…. \(^_^)/

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[crochet] Another colorfull Flowers and bag-will-be

This idea came from my students when they asked me to make this kind of flowers crochet. it’s not a new pattern tough, I just made this from the pattern I got from butterfly project, in this project, I skip the ‘fold’ phase and just let it be.

Crochet flowers

Crochet flowers

I did made some bows but forgot to take a picture of that. and the previous bag project that nearly done Continue reading

Try to get into business

crocheting and card making are my hobby and my absolute-relaxing method when I can’t go anywhere. everybody trying to tell me that I can sell it, or at least make my hobby into business. I want to, but lack of confidence (is there any people who buy the stuff I made, or can I handle it)  and lack of knowledge. but well, I will try it now, fortunately my students asked me to collaborate with him sell all handmade stuff, he will sell all the handicraft-stuff and I’ll do my crochet-stuff. and since today,beside keep updating my blog, now I am a 2nd author in our online-shop-blog,
my job list is to post my crochet bag, brooch, headpin, headband etc and make tutorials about crocheting and card making.


do visit our blog, and buy some stuff will be appreciated heheheheheee….

see you there.

[story] I am special, I am weird

It’s funny how people sees me. they have various reaction when they got to know me better. this blog is part of my world. this is three quarter picture of who I really am (I keep the 1/4 for my self). My students opinion are vary. they surprised that I am not the people they used to think. I am a programmer, yes. I am a design-obsessed, yes. I love cute things like a girl at the same time love something tough, masculine like a boy. I do list myself as a crocheter, a card maker, a quill-er (a quilling paper maker), love photography and all those random things. ah… and I forget to mention that I love to cook and try some weird and new receipt in a kitchen when I have a good mood with me. most of my programmer friend doesn’t have this opposite attraction.
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